Independent.....

Haa.... I knew all along i had this type of bullshit families n cousin... I jus need to say it out... although i know no one reading my blog hahah cox i nvr ask ppl to read mine nor check it... becox the blogs is jus for myself.. : ))... ok let start for the top... It was a right decision that i left my family.. N NVR will coming back to that creepy crapper... Family that is too young n always think that they are right but full of bullshit till they cant accept the fact n move on... Always say bout the bullshit past.. Not knowing their own fault... I only wish my Late mom was still around.. I would rather be with her then anyone else... As for cousin... If u cant help... SAY IT... its not like i wish to take wats urs n ran away... Well heres the facts.. I ask for help n u helped... n things that u ask for help is MORE like impossible for me to help but i still say YES... fuck them all.. All u ppl know is.. Hey i help u this n that n now its time that u help me... Fuck u all.. I only ask for small stuff... n u ask me to help that is beyond my pay fuck shit... Its ok.. I dont own anyone... soo Fuk ya...

Well.. Its simple... what i want.. is wat i get.. but with my OWN hardwork n money n most importantly.. "Patient".... : )... I own lots of Stuff that i want n all of them has nth to do with other ppl fucking money... ITS MY OWN FREAKIN MONEY.. : )... soo for now.. Im saving up to buy my new BIKE.. Spark135Z... I will be buying it on Oct or November.. : ).... I wont rush things.... I rather be "Patient" then "Greedy"... hahah....
FIN~~~~ xD

Memo Item... : ) - UPDATE!

Shoes - Nike Blue√
Shoes - Nike Air BlackRed√
Shoes - NB Puprle
Shoes - Osiris Orange
Guitar - Bc Rich Warlock√

→Custom

→Body Paint(Grey/Black)

→Pick Ups BC Rich√

→Bridge(Black)√

→Volume n Tone(Black)√

→Machine Head(Black)√

Guitar - Bc Rich Son of Beast√

→Custom

→Body Paint(Gold/Black)

→Pick Ups EMG√

→Bridge(Gold)

→Volume n Ton(Gold)√

→Machine Head(Gold)

Guitar - LTD F50√

Guitar - Dean Micheal Amott Blood Storm

Guitar - Dean Cemetary Gates

Hp - Iphone√
Hp - NokiaE73
Laptop - Acer
Laptop - Hp
License - 2B√

License - 2A

License - 2

License - 3

Helmet - Arai Full Face XD√
Helmet - Dumo Full Face√

Hetmet - MPG√

Bike - Spark135

→Racing FootRest(Green)

→Body Work Moster Energy Drink(Green)

→SportRim (Green/Black)

Bike - DRZ

→Body Work Satanic(Black/Gold)

Bike - CBR1000

→Body Work Police(Silver/Blue)

Honda - Civic

2B Completed

Woohoooo finally Im done with class 2B license.... Now... Im so going to get that car license... Next Target... Class3 MANUAL... hahah.... Well this was my Second TP... I fail the first one becox... 14points... Wait.. i know u all are like.. Hey u pass but why u fail... Becox i got a 1Immidiete Failure haha.. It was world cup on that period... I kick one of the pylon.. Due to Soccer fever hahaha.. xD!... as for this one.. i was hoping to get this certain amount of point n i really got it hahah... i had 10points.. wakakak.. JACKPOT.... Ill hav to say thx to no one but god... HAHAH... xD!... Hope i will ride safely n not race... NOT!!.. hahahah... XD!!
Meantime... This is the only prove i have.. : )...

If u wanna see my driving CARD license.. gotta wait for like a few weeks... : )))... Thats all DONE.. !!

My Last day with Starbuck.... : ))

Finally.... Today is my last day with starbuck jurong point... I feel happy to gain a tittle "Super Barista" in the store... Wakakak.. N first time leaving a place sadly.. Theres soo many memories in there.. The past(hafiz) n future(zul)... i will miss n sadly will forget.... Sry but this the way of pathetic human life n mind that we exist with hahah... I will not love u all but i will surely miss u all hahah... Woohooo STARBUCK JURONG POINT SUX haha... If u're stupid... Then u will really think i really meant it... but if u know me.... then... U a truth friend that i always like n enjoy with during my working shift with ya hahah... xD!!... N next wednesday is my TP test... Hope Ill pass.... : ))... I really wish everything will go perfectly as wat my hearts "asking" me to do.... : )

Last Starbuck Pay... : )

Omg.. This week is my last month with starbuck n then Im off to NS... wakakak.. Shiok pe.. xD... Freedom from Illuminati Followers... Wanna know why i say that... Go to any starbuck outlet... Get a bean n jus take a lot at it... Turn it upside down.. Look at the Twin tail Mermaid.. Its a satanic Logo.. : )))... Ok.. end of topic... well here are the plan for this month pay
Ezlink - $40

Ns Stuff - $50

Hp Bill - $100
Shirt(Blue n Red) - $40
3/4Short(Black) - $40
Adidas(Green) - $100

The Rest of the month... ENJOY!!!! hahahah.. xD

Tageisei Cutting 2ndAnniversary!!

Woohoo.... That was one of a hell outing with my cutting.... Member Gerek sekali hahah... Thought it would be a boring day becox all i did in the morining was staring at the stupid comp... At 5pm Im off to meet them... Gather at the usual place which no other ppl know where hahah.. Hint - Petrol place.. : ))... Chit n chat n pay n pack n off to MINDCAFE... Not all of us ride.. but some of them went by cars... We enjoy alot at MINDCAFE... Eat.. Party.. Bully.. n Drinking.. NOT ME.. hahah.. Me - GoodBoy... hahah.. The event ended around 1am... I thought that was the end n off to home n sleep for later working shift... BUT... Last min plan... They decided to go to the club... xD!!.. I had no choice.. Big boss paying for me wakakak... The club that we went was SUPPER CLUB... Age limit.. Guys - 25.. Girls - 18... n Im only 19.. HAHAHAH.. Lobang mahh hahah.. Member yg gerek.. Bole buat benda gerek nye untok benda2 gerek HAA... We club n club till 4Am... Some girls flirt with me at the end.. cox i was the last person to exit... xD.. N i was like yes.. finally i goin bac... BUT.. i was wrong... another plan.. we are heading off to some kopitam to eat2 for awhile hahah... n in the middle of the process... Awiee called.. saying Wan n Mizi got caught by TP... We were like SH!TTT... Wan is like drunk a little bit... Obviously REVOKE.. but.. thank god they let them off... FUU... hahah... n after the whole event n club n meal... Finally i reach home at 5am... n in the end.. i got 2hrs TO SLEEP BEFORE MY NEXT WORKING SHIFT!!! hahah.. nite2.. Ill be sure to be late for work today hahah.. 7am to 4pm.. Im dead.. xD...

Our Helmet Team Cutting Design n Cake Tageisei
All of them... They are not my friends but... MEMBER!! dok.. haha
Kaki yg gerek n kaki yg sial.. Tapi tetap gerek hahah

Words that beyond my understanding

I feel... down... Ive done nth all my past life.. Missing my late mom... n Love that Im unsure.. Working like a dog... Living with someone i shouldnt... n Missing my Grandma the most... Left with a month n a last week to enjoy but with who??... I guess all i hav is... My blogspot to share myself.....

Soon Im broke n out of money for my EZ... Jus becox of one stupid day... I was so stupid.. Not thinking of anything... Fuck a lot... Stupidly of me... N now... Im left with 2weeks to work n 3weeks b4 my TP... I dont feel like working anymore... The first week of September... My last 7days to spent time but not sure who will be there for me... n Im off to my stupid NS... Ive done nth in my life... Im like a dog running with a reasons... And Confuse of my Surrounding...

Sry to say but... Family aint my thing becox I only love my late mom... Relatives are like only option but embarrassing n frens are willing for only 5second n love are things that unsure... Its a road that is dark n unsure n no sign nor direction to begin because all i built always get back to ZERO n the biggest step i could only advance is jus ONE... Will there be a route that guide me... Why am i thinkin to much... Why do i feel so weird... Why.. Why... Why is a biggest question to ask urself... Do think by use the word to urself might know everything n key to everything??...

Haiss... Im.. Done.. n.. Good.. Bye...