Given Up

Damn it... I jus cant take it anymore... every single day is too precious for me to leave.. but i hav to accept it... maybe its a bad way but its a right decision... Its too much... Stress n all.. maybe it look small.. but bits by bits its killing me like a venomous dieases.... I wish to keep it forever... but.. how can i do it when its the same old mistake... i keep hearing the same old thing but still.. its a improvement for a moment.. not forever nor the best... I jus gotta accept it.. maybe ill miss it.. or may be ill regret it.. but... I jus cant take it anymore... I gave to much chance n blinded that its too much... its hard to leave me... u know much bout me.. but... its DYING for me to know that u aint listening.. like forever... I only ask for one bits... still nth change... Why do u even bother by asking me for a another chance... How bout u try to remember how many times i had to close my eye for u... I jus wanna be alone.. realise n settle all my stress n nvr to have this type of shit again... Now i know why i was single last time all along... I wanna be alone... Relationships isnt the thing i or u need... nor anyone when they are not ready... maybe there ar.. but theres always a obstical that blocking in between... For now.. I jus wanna get my Bike n Car License... Ns... Save up some bucks... N after that i wanna own a own apartment... Realise from stress n jus alone... Maybe i will feel lonely... But my granny will always be the one i love n search for... n also the one i miss the most n love... My late-mom.... Theres soo much in plan but so little ways with a difficult route to obtain it... I mess up a lot... Haiss... Well the truth is... Most of the times... I jus wish i was dead.. n cry to myself... im soo confuse... I jus hope ppl out there understand.. n know wat is best n good for em'self... All i hav to say for today is... think bout this sentence... It maybe hard for u to forget me.. but Its harder for me to let all the memories go n accept that its the fact that the relationship isnt getting better but worse n knowing its the best for us both.....


I Just Need To Be Alone.......~~~

Nite Ride...

Woohooo had fun riding with my fren marven.. he jus pass his driving car lesson... went to west coast.... after that lepak at jurong island hill... Only with personal vehical could reach there... xD.. shafiq was there too... BEST... N we went bac home like 2AM.. hahha...


This is when i when to my working place for awhile... xD... btw STARBUCK SUX.. xD


Ok... My gayish hand.. xD


At last in MARVEN dad car... woohoooo.. xD!!...

When to Mac Donald to hav our dinner for awhile... or was it called supper... xD!!.. i dunnooo hahah

Pets!!!!!!!...

Had fun yesterday outs.... Mkn2 n all.. then at night i decided to take hitam n putih to my hse... n take care of them... xD.... n finally they're here woohhoooo hahahah... They arre the most adorable pet i ever had n this is my first time taking care of the cat... Well the Black cat name Hitam n the White cat name Putih.... DUHH... hahah.. but first time in my hse.. during midnite.. they kept meowin the whole nite... but finally they got use to it... woohooo.. xD...

There they are.... ARENT THEY ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!...... xD

Spotted hitam??...hahha... How bout putih.. DUHH.. xD