Avoiding All of em again...

Sry friends... i had enough... everytime im out with u guys... ill hav to treat u guys... this is bullshit... u guys are taking advantage of my weak pity fullness on ppl... N Im planing not to go out for like 3 or 4 months... Jus keep my money n save it all the way... But the problem is.. Its goin to be a boring month since theres nth for me to do.... hmmm i should think of something to make me feel unboredoom... hahah... Finally getting my helmet for TAGEISEI airbrush laa seyyy wakakakak... Once its done... Ill know wat im suppose to do to make our team better n HOTZZZ... hahah

NS Life.... SUXS

Wooww its been awhile since i use blog hahah... I guess Im too bored today thats why Im bloging again xD.... n ya OMGGG.. NS life iss soo freaking boring... U gotta train like dog.. eat like a dog... n be fast like a dog... everything is dog hahah... Finally... IPPT = Individual Physical Practical Test.... I tink it suppose to be like that... hahaha... 1more months n Im done... N bad news is that i got selected for Fire Fighter Course... Not sure whether thats a good news hahah.. for me its a bad news becox... i gotta stay for like another 3!!!! FREAKINGG MONTHSS!!! in camp n the training is more worse then a dog... its more like.. a dehydrated horse running for like a few miles n miles till it kill it self by cutting his own dick out... hahahh.... If not i jus wanna be a office smarty pant boy with paper work hahahah.... Btw... Im got 2days MC for today n yesterday... Looks like Im off to camp this nite... or should i say HELL hahah.. n Saddest part is that... My grandma is "Merajok-ing" with me... HAHAH.. for the first time i shouted at her for pissing me off... which is at cemetery... Isnt a good place to fight.. I know.... Nvm.. Looks like she aint talking with me for quite a long period i guess hahah... n ya Im still waiting for my Tageisei Raya Cutting PICTURES!!! hahahah... tak saba ni... Once i got it.. Im soo goin to upload them ALL... WAKAKAK... n ya i still havent watch Naruto Shippuden new manga episode... xD.. better start now haha... Till next time... FIN~~ xD

Independent.....

Haa.... I knew all along i had this type of bullshit families n cousin... I jus need to say it out... although i know no one reading my blog hahah cox i nvr ask ppl to read mine nor check it... becox the blogs is jus for myself.. : ))... ok let start for the top... It was a right decision that i left my family.. N NVR will coming back to that creepy crapper... Family that is too young n always think that they are right but full of bullshit till they cant accept the fact n move on... Always say bout the bullshit past.. Not knowing their own fault... I only wish my Late mom was still around.. I would rather be with her then anyone else... As for cousin... If u cant help... SAY IT... its not like i wish to take wats urs n ran away... Well heres the facts.. I ask for help n u helped... n things that u ask for help is MORE like impossible for me to help but i still say YES... fuck them all.. All u ppl know is.. Hey i help u this n that n now its time that u help me... Fuck u all.. I only ask for small stuff... n u ask me to help that is beyond my pay fuck shit... Its ok.. I dont own anyone... soo Fuk ya...

Well.. Its simple... what i want.. is wat i get.. but with my OWN hardwork n money n most importantly.. "Patient".... : )... I own lots of Stuff that i want n all of them has nth to do with other ppl fucking money... ITS MY OWN FREAKIN MONEY.. : )... soo for now.. Im saving up to buy my new BIKE.. Spark135Z... I will be buying it on Oct or November.. : ).... I wont rush things.... I rather be "Patient" then "Greedy"... hahah....
FIN~~~~ xD

Memo Item... : ) - UPDATE!

Shoes - Nike Blue√
Shoes - Nike Air BlackRed√
Shoes - NB Puprle
Shoes - Osiris Orange
Guitar - Bc Rich Warlock√

→Custom

→Body Paint(Grey/Black)

→Pick Ups BC Rich√

→Bridge(Black)√

→Volume n Tone(Black)√

→Machine Head(Black)√

Guitar - Bc Rich Son of Beast√

→Custom

→Body Paint(Gold/Black)

→Pick Ups EMG√

→Bridge(Gold)

→Volume n Ton(Gold)√

→Machine Head(Gold)

Guitar - LTD F50√

Guitar - Dean Micheal Amott Blood Storm

Guitar - Dean Cemetary Gates

Hp - Iphone√
Hp - NokiaE73
Laptop - Acer
Laptop - Hp
License - 2B√

License - 2A

License - 2

License - 3

Helmet - Arai Full Face XD√
Helmet - Dumo Full Face√

Hetmet - MPG√

Bike - Spark135

→Racing FootRest(Green)

→Body Work Moster Energy Drink(Green)

→SportRim (Green/Black)

Bike - DRZ

→Body Work Satanic(Black/Gold)

Bike - CBR1000

→Body Work Police(Silver/Blue)

Honda - Civic

2B Completed

Woohoooo finally Im done with class 2B license.... Now... Im so going to get that car license... Next Target... Class3 MANUAL... hahah.... Well this was my Second TP... I fail the first one becox... 14points... Wait.. i know u all are like.. Hey u pass but why u fail... Becox i got a 1Immidiete Failure haha.. It was world cup on that period... I kick one of the pylon.. Due to Soccer fever hahaha.. xD!... as for this one.. i was hoping to get this certain amount of point n i really got it hahah... i had 10points.. wakakak.. JACKPOT.... Ill hav to say thx to no one but god... HAHAH... xD!... Hope i will ride safely n not race... NOT!!.. hahahah... XD!!
Meantime... This is the only prove i have.. : )...

If u wanna see my driving CARD license.. gotta wait for like a few weeks... : )))... Thats all DONE.. !!

My Last day with Starbuck.... : ))

Finally.... Today is my last day with starbuck jurong point... I feel happy to gain a tittle "Super Barista" in the store... Wakakak.. N first time leaving a place sadly.. Theres soo many memories in there.. The past(hafiz) n future(zul)... i will miss n sadly will forget.... Sry but this the way of pathetic human life n mind that we exist with hahah... I will not love u all but i will surely miss u all hahah... Woohooo STARBUCK JURONG POINT SUX haha... If u're stupid... Then u will really think i really meant it... but if u know me.... then... U a truth friend that i always like n enjoy with during my working shift with ya hahah... xD!!... N next wednesday is my TP test... Hope Ill pass.... : ))... I really wish everything will go perfectly as wat my hearts "asking" me to do.... : )

Last Starbuck Pay... : )

Omg.. This week is my last month with starbuck n then Im off to NS... wakakak.. Shiok pe.. xD... Freedom from Illuminati Followers... Wanna know why i say that... Go to any starbuck outlet... Get a bean n jus take a lot at it... Turn it upside down.. Look at the Twin tail Mermaid.. Its a satanic Logo.. : )))... Ok.. end of topic... well here are the plan for this month pay
Ezlink - $40

Ns Stuff - $50

Hp Bill - $100
Shirt(Blue n Red) - $40
3/4Short(Black) - $40
Adidas(Green) - $100

The Rest of the month... ENJOY!!!! hahahah.. xD

Tageisei Cutting 2ndAnniversary!!

Woohoo.... That was one of a hell outing with my cutting.... Member Gerek sekali hahah... Thought it would be a boring day becox all i did in the morining was staring at the stupid comp... At 5pm Im off to meet them... Gather at the usual place which no other ppl know where hahah.. Hint - Petrol place.. : ))... Chit n chat n pay n pack n off to MINDCAFE... Not all of us ride.. but some of them went by cars... We enjoy alot at MINDCAFE... Eat.. Party.. Bully.. n Drinking.. NOT ME.. hahah.. Me - GoodBoy... hahah.. The event ended around 1am... I thought that was the end n off to home n sleep for later working shift... BUT... Last min plan... They decided to go to the club... xD!!.. I had no choice.. Big boss paying for me wakakak... The club that we went was SUPPER CLUB... Age limit.. Guys - 25.. Girls - 18... n Im only 19.. HAHAHAH.. Lobang mahh hahah.. Member yg gerek.. Bole buat benda gerek nye untok benda2 gerek HAA... We club n club till 4Am... Some girls flirt with me at the end.. cox i was the last person to exit... xD.. N i was like yes.. finally i goin bac... BUT.. i was wrong... another plan.. we are heading off to some kopitam to eat2 for awhile hahah... n in the middle of the process... Awiee called.. saying Wan n Mizi got caught by TP... We were like SH!TTT... Wan is like drunk a little bit... Obviously REVOKE.. but.. thank god they let them off... FUU... hahah... n after the whole event n club n meal... Finally i reach home at 5am... n in the end.. i got 2hrs TO SLEEP BEFORE MY NEXT WORKING SHIFT!!! hahah.. nite2.. Ill be sure to be late for work today hahah.. 7am to 4pm.. Im dead.. xD...

Our Helmet Team Cutting Design n Cake Tageisei
All of them... They are not my friends but... MEMBER!! dok.. haha
Kaki yg gerek n kaki yg sial.. Tapi tetap gerek hahah

Words that beyond my understanding

I feel... down... Ive done nth all my past life.. Missing my late mom... n Love that Im unsure.. Working like a dog... Living with someone i shouldnt... n Missing my Grandma the most... Left with a month n a last week to enjoy but with who??... I guess all i hav is... My blogspot to share myself.....

Soon Im broke n out of money for my EZ... Jus becox of one stupid day... I was so stupid.. Not thinking of anything... Fuck a lot... Stupidly of me... N now... Im left with 2weeks to work n 3weeks b4 my TP... I dont feel like working anymore... The first week of September... My last 7days to spent time but not sure who will be there for me... n Im off to my stupid NS... Ive done nth in my life... Im like a dog running with a reasons... And Confuse of my Surrounding...

Sry to say but... Family aint my thing becox I only love my late mom... Relatives are like only option but embarrassing n frens are willing for only 5second n love are things that unsure... Its a road that is dark n unsure n no sign nor direction to begin because all i built always get back to ZERO n the biggest step i could only advance is jus ONE... Will there be a route that guide me... Why am i thinkin to much... Why do i feel so weird... Why.. Why... Why is a biggest question to ask urself... Do think by use the word to urself might know everything n key to everything??...

Haiss... Im.. Done.. n.. Good.. Bye...

Fuck up Life.....

Im sooo fucking stress..... Theres soo many things in my mind..... I jus clueless nor knowing where to start with.... I wish Im in NS rite now... I dont really hav a home to call.. The least when Im in NS i could stay in camp... n Be alone as usual.... I really accepted the type of life Im having... Jus a lonely person.. Living n having goals for myself... Should i call myself childish or should i saying... Im too Independent n not try to leave a gap for someone special to enter my life?.... Its not i didnt try... I did.. but things aint goin as u think it suppose to be... Maybe in my mind... All I needed is jus my late mom... but shes aint around anymore.. I should be more open n get to know new ppl... But im jus the type... I rather be alone then making more stupid memories.... Haiss... for now... I jus wish to stay with my grandma... she's my only person i love for now... Theres no one else.. After NS i jus wish to buy a own hse... Live with my two lovely cat.... n No one else.... haiss... Can my life get any worse then this... Im not asking for it but... Im receiving it... Does anyone hav problems like me.. But mine... Its jus too much... Trust me.. Its hard to find sumore who is suffering badly like me.... All of this shit.... is isnt jus a Complicated nor Confuse.... Its Conflict........ I love my Late Mom n Grandma... Forever...

I miss my late Mom.... : (

I really miss her.. Everytime i tink of her.. it makes me soo sad... I will cry for her... She left me when i was in Sec1.... I really miss her.... Its been 6years.... I miss you soo much.... I cry for u... i really do... I miss u.... Why must u really go... When i was small i cry for u.. Wishing i could stay with you... n now... I still cry for you Wishing i could even still see u... I miss u... I wish i could dream bout u every nite jus to see u.... Im very sry for all my sins i commited... But i really miss u... Maybe ill try to find someone like u.. but ur jus... precious to me... ure like no one else... u my only mom i love sooo much... I cant nvr forget u.. I still remember when i had my accident n broke my arms.. n feel like Im dying... You were the only person n firstly i thought of n wish if i die.. i would meet u... Sometimes i feel so stress n fuck up... I jus wanna suicide n be peace n meet u..... All i wan is u... I keep thinking.. if u were still around.. i would be this fuck up.... I need ur support to make myself like how i use to when u were around... i miss u.... n if u still around... i would love my life more... Im even crying rite now... When i wanna think of u.. I would definatly cry.... Cox i love u sooo much.... U are my first piority... : (((.... I miss you my lovely mom... U always been that for me last time.. Proud of me... But now.. Im all alone.. try to be independent... hating getting help from others other then u... I jus need u... but why everything dosent go my way.... Ill pray for u most of the time hoping u really rest in peace.. I love u mama.... "Kekasih syg mama ku....Cume kamu je la saye paggil mama"...... Cry for u... : (((

Cats....

Most of the time Im not home.. n i kinda worried bout my cat... both of em alone in my room... Im having some stress rite now... This month pay... I will be finishing it with my Phone bills, Hospital Bills, Own my Dad n Frens n of cox my License... I really hope i finish em all.. n My next pay i could start buying my Laptop n My Cutting Helmet Air Brush..... Ill hope my cats will be patient with me haha... btw got some pics of their cute moments.. hahah xD

When i woke up.. i saw this n quickly snap the pic.. Cute kann.. xD


My white cat name is... Putih..... xD!!


N if ur guys are cleaver enought my black cat name is... Hitam.. hhahah

Can u spot... Hitam... hahah i believe u CANT... xD!!

Everytime when Im playing the comp... This is wat they do... Sleeping beside... Knowing that my present is there... if not.. they will growl 24/7 for me.. xD

Waiting for me to be bac or wat?... hahah Adorable la sey... xD

Hahahah CUTE KAN.... I wonder if once they are big enough... When they Fuck... I rather use fuck then Mate.. xD... I believe a cute born kitten will appear.. hahah xD

Given Up

Damn it... I jus cant take it anymore... every single day is too precious for me to leave.. but i hav to accept it... maybe its a bad way but its a right decision... Its too much... Stress n all.. maybe it look small.. but bits by bits its killing me like a venomous dieases.... I wish to keep it forever... but.. how can i do it when its the same old mistake... i keep hearing the same old thing but still.. its a improvement for a moment.. not forever nor the best... I jus gotta accept it.. maybe ill miss it.. or may be ill regret it.. but... I jus cant take it anymore... I gave to much chance n blinded that its too much... its hard to leave me... u know much bout me.. but... its DYING for me to know that u aint listening.. like forever... I only ask for one bits... still nth change... Why do u even bother by asking me for a another chance... How bout u try to remember how many times i had to close my eye for u... I jus wanna be alone.. realise n settle all my stress n nvr to have this type of shit again... Now i know why i was single last time all along... I wanna be alone... Relationships isnt the thing i or u need... nor anyone when they are not ready... maybe there ar.. but theres always a obstical that blocking in between... For now.. I jus wanna get my Bike n Car License... Ns... Save up some bucks... N after that i wanna own a own apartment... Realise from stress n jus alone... Maybe i will feel lonely... But my granny will always be the one i love n search for... n also the one i miss the most n love... My late-mom.... Theres soo much in plan but so little ways with a difficult route to obtain it... I mess up a lot... Haiss... Well the truth is... Most of the times... I jus wish i was dead.. n cry to myself... im soo confuse... I jus hope ppl out there understand.. n know wat is best n good for em'self... All i hav to say for today is... think bout this sentence... It maybe hard for u to forget me.. but Its harder for me to let all the memories go n accept that its the fact that the relationship isnt getting better but worse n knowing its the best for us both.....


I Just Need To Be Alone.......~~~

Nite Ride...

Woohooo had fun riding with my fren marven.. he jus pass his driving car lesson... went to west coast.... after that lepak at jurong island hill... Only with personal vehical could reach there... xD.. shafiq was there too... BEST... N we went bac home like 2AM.. hahha...


This is when i when to my working place for awhile... xD... btw STARBUCK SUX.. xD


Ok... My gayish hand.. xD


At last in MARVEN dad car... woohoooo.. xD!!...

When to Mac Donald to hav our dinner for awhile... or was it called supper... xD!!.. i dunnooo hahah

Pets!!!!!!!...

Had fun yesterday outs.... Mkn2 n all.. then at night i decided to take hitam n putih to my hse... n take care of them... xD.... n finally they're here woohhoooo hahahah... They arre the most adorable pet i ever had n this is my first time taking care of the cat... Well the Black cat name Hitam n the White cat name Putih.... DUHH... hahah.. but first time in my hse.. during midnite.. they kept meowin the whole nite... but finally they got use to it... woohooo.. xD...

There they are.... ARENT THEY ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!...... xD

Spotted hitam??...hahha... How bout putih.. DUHH.. xD

Ruin...

Haissss all my April plan is gone... Nth to gain... Looks like i need to accept that i wont be ridin for 4months...... haisss.... My hand is still in pain n hurts like f. HELL.... Im jus not in a mood anymore... Nth to say anymore... I... kind gave up... but... wth... Im jus confuse n unsure wtf im suppose to do rite now.....

Hope 1st May goin out with my cuttin tageisei would be a blast.... n not ruin thing futher...

Broken Hand... =(

Omfgosh....... i broke my hand last thurs...... Self skidded.... Im like typing with one hand... : (.... Once i fell... my left hand hit the ground first n broke 2bones... n one of the broken bone stuck out... n bleed... n had lots of dislocated pieces.... Had 2 Operation... first was on 9thApril at 12am.... took 2hrs... n second was 13thApril at 3am... took 2&1/2hrs... Now i got 2 metal pieces in my hand... Well it hurts like FUCKINGHELL... Now im at Grandma hse... Shes takin care of me although she cant.... but she makes it possible... i love her... Lots of my relative came... Shockin part is my small cousins shafiq, rayhan n mizi didnt came... Such disappointment guys.... But person that suprise me was Tok(GrandDad) Jai n Tok(GrandDad) Zul came... thx to my parents trying their best for me but... Its too late for me to change my motions towards u guys.... n Mostly SHIDA.... for being there for me from 7AM to 9PM!!!! EVERYDAY!!!.. She took care of me... Unlike other bitches.... Didnt bother to even ask how am i or trying to know am i fine or not.... Haissss most of my plan ruin... 15April... my Lamb of God concert.... This is soo fuck up... For now.. I wanna get my strength back... n Get my Full Face cutting air brush done.... Thats all... for now... thx for the wishes n pray relatives,family n frens.. I love u all......

Back... : )

Its been while i blog hahah... hmm.. Not sure wat im suppose to say but.. I try to bla bla many things aite... xD... At last... I got my pay hahah.. n Ya its kinda finishing.. quite quick.. due to some stupid reason... I own Zie 20 for chalet... 20 from my uncle JJ... n my dad 100... but i only gave bac 50... next month ill pay the other amount of dept... xD.... n ya i opened up OCBC bank... WOohooo cool kan... Now i got 2banks... POSB to spend n OCBC to save up... hahhaah... aftet that i pay up all my stupid billssssss... n the next day which is on 23/3/10... I met tauhid... had over lunch together.. treat him some food.. xD.. Roti John was the best dude... hahah.. n then i met Shida... Out to queenstown IKEA... brought some stuff for my room.. a mirror... towelSsS n bed cover... Woohooo... It fits my room... hahah.. looks like im left with the Wardrobe(Red) hahh... n ya.. yesterday sunday... When out to orchard road with shida... she was late.. had some moement jup hahha... n then out to somerset... Book some tix for a movie called Clash of The Tittan... 3D... Its was a bullshit effects cox we were sitting at the front side... wasent really fun... n ooh yaa.. kite org gi mkn bugerking jup... Sengket sikit time tu hahah... aku pon sot sikit hahah... after all that we went to Far East... It was a far n long walk there... Decided to buy some shirt for her... but ending up not buying cox it kinda look funny.. maybe next time ye hahha.. n of cox i wan that blue colour.. xD... Well.. i cant wait for my 8.01 this week... hope ill pass... n nth to worried n jus wait for TP ye.. hahah... Im really wishing hard for this TP ye... n ya guess wat.. IM GETTING MY OWN CUTTING HELMET DESIGN... thats not the best part... the best part is... IN FULL FACE WOOHOOOOO... cool kan hahah... biase jugak.... kate kan Iswat,,,, hahah... n ya... cant wait for 15April... Lamb of God Concert n 28April... TP.. Wish me luck ye... n ya for next month pay plan... 300 on hp LG KS360 n my passport... 50 on my dad dept.. 20 on OCBC... : )... n the rest.. i dunno.. Eat up I guess hahah.. I guess i really need a second job... xD

Overdue....

Its been a long time since i blog... xD... kinda forgot bout it.... btw i pass my 7.01 last 2days.... Woohooooo... xD!... last prac... 8.01... n my TP 28April.... I cant wait.... its like.... 5more weeks... =.=""... hahah... Im not sure wth am i suppose to do to delay time.... hahah... I guess im goin 8.01 next 2weeks... jus to balance out my scedule.... All I wish.. I pass the TP test n Im done with it... My life is much easier.... : )

N look... Im in the train hahha.. Quite rare to see me taking a train hor.. hahah... Im goin out with my cousin on that day... hahah.. Looks kinda quite around... cox we were at JoonKoon... xD

Step cute...!!!... xD


Rambot masai pe.... Terkejot biler nampak die kat kerja die.... Thx to her Working place... they replace my Starbuck Job to some kinda of Italian Restarunt... hahha......

Miss Carriage...

Omg.... It rains heavily with reasons..... I was at home all along... n dad call.. quite irrating when he called becox Im lazy to pick up the phone... As i pick up he told me step mom going to the hospital tmr.. n i was like... So?... n he said nvm.. n i said bye... n put down the phone... I smsed him... Dun bother calling.. Im lazy to pick up the phone... n jus sms me next time... n he reply... My step mom... is miss carriage... n i was like.. sh!t..... I hate this part... I hate it when my families get sad.. i cant bear to watch them sad... I need to go off... Somewhere.. where i can jus think bout other stuff n not being sad with them.. i hate being sad no matter wat... ya i know im suppose to be sad cox shes super hurt n so is my dad... its their wish for having it since the last 9years i guess??.... I feel soo irritated if they're sad... damn.. why does this hav to happen... Why God?..... Ni semua Cabaran?.... I got nth to say... But... Why?... Docter said the heart stop beating suddenly... hais... Midset for now is... Act nth happen.. n Move on... Haiss...... Fuck this Sh!ts....

Race me n u lose as usual... : )

Off to work this morning... as usual manager late... xD!!... after that went bac home straight... play my psp.. comp.. guitar... delay time... for my Prac at 9.55PM... xD!!.. n gues wat.. I PASSED woohoooo.. xD!!... Now Im left with 2prac.. Next prac 7.01... Will be on next Thurs.... 9.50am... Will be learning Uturn n some other stuff i guess... xD... n ya... b4 this whole bbdc things happen.. I was kinda SOOO UPSET n PISSED off.. with this mat moto guy... As I was at the front... A guy keep BLOWING... at the bac... Couldent wait... Fuck sh!t... after that he drag beside me... We was on the acceleration lane.. Merging with the high way.... I was soo PISSED off... Ape lagik.. PECOT ARRR... n Lost him... He was trying to catch bac but could manage... hahah lozer... Ane bole menage RX-Z ni... Kau nye gi tanam suda... But things that i was upset about was.... he was carryin a pillion girl.... not becox im jelous but why cant the fuck cant he be more patient n know other ppl life are at risk... tu kalau dpt stop die aku tumbok sampai mati siakk... tak syg nyawe org pe Bodo... Nak race at last kala depan chicks kau... Jln da... Next time aku charm muke kau... aku percah kan nye.. tak syg nyawe kan... make sure aku akan uat kau syg nyawe kau sendiri puki... : )

Toe Nail Broke... xD

Im at my cousin hse... They lived jus beside my block hahah... Sent her bac home.. then visit them... Having fun with shafiq n shaziq for awhile hahah... n ya... suddenly MY TOE NAIL BROKE!!!! LOOK AT THE DAMN PIC... I ALMOST MAKE A RECORD for the LONGEST TOE NAIL... xD!!

N yaa... there he is.... SHAZIQ... look how cute n adorable that mother f.ker is... hahah.. I wish to throw him from the 13th floor.... OMGS... hahah...

Arent we cute??... xD

after that... i had some dinner with his big brother Shafiq... We plan to record some vids tmr... Hope it will be successful n be upload in youtube asap hahah... xD!...

Memories.....

Yesterday i went bowling with tauhid... woohooo best la seyy xD... although baynk org paitao la kann hahah... xD... i dont mind.. asah kan ade tauhid... Once we met we went off to Marina Square.... I apply some job at there for awhile hahah.. Hopefully i get the FullTime job hahah... N i wont be bored stuck at home everyday.. xD... n after that we brought take away Mac Donald meals.... N off to bowling... LOTS OF CHICKS la seyy xD... but i was concentratin on winning with tauhid... but guess wat... we had 3games n..... I LOST ALL THREE!!!!!!!!! GAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...... HAHAHAH ass laa seyyy... Its ok.. One day boy... Ur mine... hahah... n after the game...

I realise i was late for my THEORY PPL1.03!!!... gahhhh we quickly2 went out n off hahah... best kape... xD.... Reach bbdc at 6.30... IM LATE 30mins!!!... Luckily.. I was still able to enter in n LOTS of CHICKS inside too.... hahah Lucky me.. xD.... after that i went straight to my granny hse.. slept there... n cried.. as usual.. missing my late mom... how hurtful it is... I miss her alot..... like fuck... I still accept of dying anytime evendo im in a happy or good terms... All i wan is her... How can i still see u mom.... I miss u a lot... Most of the night i cried for u... but nth is enough to see u again.... n felt asleep after that... My aunt came... n i went bac home with her... THX CIK ETON... xD... Well i guess that most probly it.... Cant wait for my Prac 6.01 Tuesday night... n TP on 28April... Wish me luck ppl... I love ppl who i miss the most... : )

Race between Son n Dad.... xD!!!

Woke up at 7AM!!!! hahah to accompany my frens to apply for their higher nitec... as for me... Im jus taking my confisicated item hahah... 2caps... Damn that fat so DM... Fuck off.. Like i care bout ur conversation.. I fight ya bac no matter wat asshole hahah... xD... Then me n Tauhid head off to Bukit Batok Westmall.. When there to pay my bills n we were like slack on one spot n talk bout our FUTURE CHILD... xD... Of cox i wish to beat up my own son or daughter like hell hahahah... n we planned to go overseas to i know sure where on april... cool kann.. xD... after that i wen to my PPL1.02... Had fun with the game i tried... xD.. after that i wen to my aunt hse for awhile... miss my small cousin shaziq but currently... he wasent home... he staying over my granny hse.... RINDU SIAK DIE.. hahah.. after that i went bac but saw my dad n step mom... I took the bike n ride for awhile.. when i came bac... my aunt was jus getting of the car n letting my dad drive... n when he drove off with my another small cousin mizi... i quickly went on the bike n catch them... n we raced.. xD.. BUT suddenly.. there were to patrol jus rite beside us hahah... i didnt care.. i jus cut my dad lane n Vroom im off hahah.. Mizi was shock at the moment.. looks like i wont xD... N ya.. cant wait for tomorrow... Bowling with them.. n at 6.15... Is my last theory PPL 1.03 woohooo hahah... Best kape.. hope things go smoothly.. : )

Theory... : )

Had fun working on morning jus now with faizal... i knew the att manager will be late thats why i came late.. xD.... I took the Ham & Cheese... Sedap kape.. xD!.... my frav. hhahah.... after work... lepak jup... relax for a momemnt till the clock pointed at 5pm... i quickly went out n go to BBDC.. for my theory PPL1.01.. Omg it was soo fucking bored... i asked my dad to transfer 100.. n end of the month i pay bac... xD.... looks like i own him again... hahah.. n Tmr morning.. meeting tauhid at 8am... Following him to ITE Simei... for some Higher Nitec stuff.. xD... n after that... Outing for awhile or chill... n at 6.15 to 7.55 is my PPL1.02... Same timing... xD... n Im left with PPL1.03 n Im done with Theory... xD... n ya i book for my Prac6.01.... On next Tues... Woohooo i cant wait to go prac again hahah.. xD... But its on Session 8.... AT NIGHT!!!... its my first time.. OMGosh.. xD!!.. Im freaking Excited again.. as usual.. xD!!... Hope i pass it.. n I will book my TP on 24April... WOohoooo.... hahah

Poision Food n Small Heart ATTACK!!!

OMFSGoshh.......!!!!... Worse sicking pain i had ever had... Its like a trip in hell of half dead mother f.ker road kills of *(*^&^%($ watever shit u can say jus fill in that mother f.kin blank... First thing first... I could sleep n repeatedly woke n slept... till 6am.. Im suppose to be out of bed at that timing to prepare myself as my work start at 7am... BUT... I fell into a damn freaking lala dodo bodo land... n Kazam.. I woke up at 7am n IM LATE!!!!!!... I took my Towel n my bathing Items... n Sprint to my bath room... n bath "Cowboy"... took me 1mins only... BUT... I had to like shit some shits cox it hurts like hell n it took 10mins... n still hurts n unsatisfied of wat i let go.... I knew i had no time soo i jus hav to go another round once i reach work place... N Im late for like 30mins.. damn thats not me to be late... After im done with some stuff at my working place... I went for second round.. n STILL i wasent a satisfied vacation trip... damn sh!t... i had to got for a third damn round... at 10plus... when i wanted to talk with my Assistant Store Manager.. I suddenly had a 5sec pain of hell that hit rite at my fucking heart... Its like some sort of a heart attack... First Second i thought Im goin to die... Goshhh wats happening with my body... Theres too many painful n suffering moment i had... Am i dying?... Well like i said.. I accept wats goin to happen to me... Finished on my working scedule.. go for the third one n im done.. Get back home.. Relax for a moment n watch some Shanana Video hahah... N one vid was like about ur mama competition... haha... Well all i got is this "Yo momma is so stupid, when i saw her screaming at an envelop, I told her wat was she doing she said trying to send a VOICE MALL".... hahahha.. Am i cute or wat... hahah.. N ya.. looks like im free tomorrow n aint got a plan.... Wednesday Working at Morning Shift as usual.. n Thurs n Fri off to Simei ITE.. IF i get the temporary job hahah.. 8am to 5.30pm.. Must be bored but.. wat to do.. I need the money... haha... Im soo fucked up n Stress up...

Stressing Out....

Omg... I kept stressin out.. I really need 100bucks.. 50 for my BBDC License n 50 for my hp bills.. N Im done.. But where fuck am i goin to get the 100... Gosh.. Im like search on the newspaper during my morning shift working n now sia... Still no sign or getting any haiss... Jus a freaking 100bucks.... But suddenly in one second of time... a light jus shine on me... not really a light.. jus a msn blinkin out.. hahah.. Jia Hua told me.. Ehh wanna work or Thurs n Fri.. 8am to 5.30pm... At Simei ITE... n I was like... YESSAA.. My holy saint guidence has guide me to a path that I really need it badly hahah... But i tink i only get 80bucks for both of the day... Better then nth rite??.. hahah i know... BUT!!!... Every light has its own darkness... I might not get it.. As shes' not incharge but jus informing.. That i could help them n work for them... IF they needed me.. Im soo stressing out n Living on my own fairy tales... Lots of Ambitions n Dreams but with less Time n Prepaperation.... haiss....

Midset of Moving on...

Was late for work jus now... haha 30mins... xD!... thats A LOT... n extend for my dear lame ass store manager for 2hrs... which ended my scedule at 2pm hahha... After that i went to some photo shop to Luminade my PDL... Jus in case if anything happenn xD... n Duplicate my keys... n guess wat... I went to reborn my hair... n now im not sure how to set it up... Matrep ways or Skaters ways... hahah... Im starting to love it... n it cost 100bucks.. xD!!!.. n pay my Phone bill 61bucks... xD.. Which still hav a outstanding amount of 60... hahah... n after that off to repay my dept with my aunt.. brought their sons Mac meals... xD!!.. Looks like Im a free man again.. Nth I loan anymore... xD... n ya... I guess i hav to seriously MOVE ON... maybe i cant.. but i can do it with a strong midset... n that is wat im good in... but the final things i wan from her is... I wan my Hitam n Putih.... Im keeping them n its final... n also my fav black sweater... n We through... Nth to be contact... Im jus gone forever... I jus cant stay this way the whole time waiting... It hurts.. The love aint jus there anymore.... Haiss.. I wish this will be my last stress month... March Pay Plan.... Hp Bills - 110, Osiris(Orange) or NB(Purple) Shoes - 150, Passport - 80... Total of 340bucks... Hope this will be a hasty Month n my Scedule is almost everyday so that i could gain more money... : )

Fun but Worried....

Had fun today with tauhid... First thing i woke up... Realise my pay is in.. xD... when to BBDC get my PDL n then Book my PPL 1.01 Theory.... After that i went to West Mall to get my LAMB OF GOD Ticket WRATH TOUR... Woohooo finally i got it... N im SOOO goin to the performance dude... wakakka... xD...

n then i went to Woodlands n took a cab n fetch tauhid n off to Masjid for Friday prayness.... n then we went to Causeway Point... Buy my Iphone n Psp stuff... n after that off to CMPB... Tauhid wanted to go there to defer but it wasent approval as they need the REAL deferment letter xD... pity himm hahah... N then we went to VIVO... Ate at Long John Silver... n Brought a Pink Gysby at 7-11 hahah... N soon Im off to my Aunt hse... Paying her bac 30bucks n my step mon 50bucks(She wanted to borrow extra 20).... hahah.. xD... N now i jus realise... Im goin to broke again... soo fucked up dude.... N Im working at morning tmr n once i end it.. Im of to the old Jurong West to reborn my hair... n Sunday off to pay my Iphone bill... Which costed 100bucks... Haiss... Hope this will be my Last month stress... : )))))))

Bowling Lost..... : (

ARRRRR DAMNNNN I LOST TO TAUHID ON BOWLING!!!!.... This is sooo unfair... Its like.. i use to be the champ.... Stick in ever turn... but now.. its like LONGKANG for every turn sia... Cb laa.... "Caring n Beloved"... hahha... Nvm.... Ill get my revenge next time... Soon u will beg for mercy n ask me to be ur master boy.... hahhahahaha... xD!...

Ohh ya.. We went out with Iman n Said n Faris... Thx arr ehhh Said n Faris... Later for like 4Hrs hahah... after they came... We went to watch THE WOLFMAN.... Woohoooo Love the sound effects but hate every shocking scary parts hahahah.. We were sooo damn freaking Noisy in the thearter... xD!!... I had fun with u all.. I wish to go out with u guys like usual... Haiss... My life is fuck up.....

A Deep Cut of a Hand n A Heart....

Not quite a great day to wake up with having those two types of cut... Yesterday... I was soo fucking worried bout her... Somethings is not rite at all bout her... N I was rite.. n I fell down... Having a deep cut at my hands...that gave me a sign as usual...

Yeah... thats deep... n second i had a worse cut... a cut that forever will make me remember... I broke up with her... Jus becox shes jealous.... n pictures... n mostly lame stuff... I cant say anything but... mostly bullshit reason... but like i said.. its ur choice... Love are like.. Together we progress to improvise... Not giving up n find others... I guess that is u... Giving up... Im not goin to say much bout u but thx.. n bye2.... I guess my only sharing for thoughts n feelings is still this blog... N maybe forever in a blog n nvr with someone special...

Last Closing

Today will be my official last night shift... COX I CANT TAKE IT... its not my type... n ya... I've decided... to quit the job... n that will be on the end of april... Time for me to be prepare to say bye2 Starbuck hahah... n hellooo to despatch... xD!.... n ya... currently.. Im feelin down... Syg ku da tak seperti mcm dulu... maybe its becox of me... Too much time on working instead of her... Well.. i really need to work.. hope she understand me more.. or else... things might get worse n i hate that part... anything bad could happen.. n i dun wish for that... hais... n ya.. i cant wait for Sat n Sun... Woohoooo I CANT I CANT I CANT I CANT!!! wait... hahah... Outs outs outs.... Still... theres lots in my mind.. Im stressing out.. n I dont wish my dear to be like this... Cox it will make more stress n i hate that part.... haiss...

Closing Shift

Goshhh.. Im freaking tired dude.... I had 3 straight closin shift... N i hate it cox im not use to it.. n see that transporter uncle shit face.... How i wish to punch his ridiculous f. s. cb. knn. pmk. n soo on hahahah..... Yesterday had to work from 8pm till 2am sia... Soo fucking tiring n boring... n as for today.. 7 to 1am n tmr... 6 to 1am too... Damn it... Im soo freaking lazy... Tmr will be my LAST night shift... I DONT CARE hahah.... n Soon Im out of EZLINK... arrrrr... mati aku haha... N cant wait for this fri or sat.... Pays in woohooo.. n i cant wait... Hope its a BOOM.. cox I got lots of things in mind... n for her to... Keep it a secret.. I wanna buy a Green Addidas bag for her... its her fav n always crave for hahah xD... As for me.. Paying lots of BILLS.. n I craving for my Iphone (Red)FishBone Cover n Psp (Red) Cover.... hahah... n 28th.. Im following her out with her family to BOWLING!!...... Quite nervous.. Its my first time.. xD...

Out of Fear Temporary...

WOOHOOOOO.. the pressure is off for the moment as i already pass my 5.02.... Yes arr... N Now im left with 3... 6.01 n 7.01 n 8.01.... I cant wait dude... Not on Circuit but Road practical... yessa hahah... Since i got my RTT pass n 5.02 Evaluation Pass too... Time to apply my PDL once my Pay is in... N book my back to Theory which is that lame Defencesive Bla bla bla theory..... Goshhh... Waste of money sey... 24 all together.. (8each x 3lesson)... A little bit of mental sum for u guyss... xD!!!... I guess im goin to waste my 50bucks jus like that... n after that Im back on the ROAD... I keep repeating ROAD... i guess i missing riding on the outside road like last time hahahah... xD.... As for now.. I need to delay time.. till 4pm n i hav to get out of the hse.. cox.... Im meeting my WIFE woohoooo.. xD.. meeting her at CityHall at 5pm... Its been awhile since i went out to that lameposer place hahah...

Last Circuit

Woohooo Pass my 5.01 today wakakak hahah.... Had fun with that instructer again... His the best man.. Jus gotta remember his name but i cant hahah maybe next time... Well i guess im ready for tomorrow 5.02... hahah.. Hope i pass n i could procced as usual n hope its a best instructer too.. but i tink it will be a bossy n mean instructer n I have this bad feeling bout tmr.. hahah... Hope the bad feelins are wrong n things go smoothly... : )... N left with 3prac n 3ppl theory... woohooo.. Im loving it man... xD... I WAN MY PDL n I will be having my next practical on the road woohooooo..... hahah... After prac... went back home straightly... No plans... soo i decided to jus relax at home.. n plan my pay on some stuff... N heard my syg leg hurts n couldnt attend her floorball cca... kesian syg ku.. as for me.. something sad n bad happen jus now.. but.. I'll continue keeping it to myself... : )... No worries aite... Omg... 25 on PPL Theory n 25 on PDL... left with 50... I seriously need to plan hahah... Plan hard n Be caution of ur surrounding as things may go out of sudden when there is no awareness... : ))))

Been awhile..

Its been awhile i blog hahah.. ever since im with her... everyday had our best moment hahah... hmmm i seriously got nth to say these few days... but jus my thoughts hahah.. n ya... My kidney... Kinda having some problem yesterday.. it hurts like hell.. n as for today... It dosent hurt but i feel like somethings not rite.... haiss... Lets jus hope nth is wrong n Ill be fine yee... N syg.. dun cry anymore k... theres nth wrong with me... : )... n as for tomorrow... My 5.01... hope i pass it hahah n fri i can go for 5.02 woohooo.. xD... i cant wait... n once i pass these both i less stressen.... n Im left with 3more prac after that... woohooo.. jus 5more n Im a happy man but will hav a final stress with is my TP.. hahah.. Once i pass it.. Im goin to ride2 every single day n work2... n Buy my WR200.. Custom it.. n Motard it... Woohoooo i cant wait... soo many things... But hav to be patient n nvr rush... Everything starts from scratching n together we will improvise it n make it better... That goes to u too love... hahah.. n ya... I love u TOO... hahah.. soo dun think to much negaitive k syg... : )... n sleep with no worries as Im still here with u..

Forever In Love

Omg... Today is the most lovely n happiest day for me... As... From now on... Im.... ATT... with a girl name Shida... Ku syg die aje.. n takde org lain... hahah... We watch the TV... Movie... Me goreng Fries... then my dad brought for us Zinger Burger... Quite full for me... hhaah... spend our best n peaceful n enjoying(hehhehe) moment... hahahhah... Not realising its after 11pm n she's late for her last train hahah... I love u sooo much.... Nvr let go... : )... n Tomorrow... Im working at MORNING again.... jus like jus now hhaha... Hope i wont be late... xD... n she coming down again.... I jus fucking love her... thats all i could say for this blog...
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14/2/10

Outsss....

Well.. I thought i had to work today... but had a last min change of plan.. n i was SOOO PISS off n SOO BORED.... I decided to went out n breath the air... hahah... Walk around.. n then i decided to go to Tauhid hse.. n of cox.. finally meet his lazy eye ball cats... xD... CUTE LAA SEYYY hahah.. n Im definatly OWNING one.. hahah n after that i went out with tauhid awhile... gi mkn kat banquat... n had my fav food... Chicken Cutlet Noodle woohoo.. n we walk n walk around.. hahah n took a break at some area n we chat n chat2... N his the first person i talk bout my late mom story... haiss.. i miss her.. n i will always try to pray for her.... btw im off to work tomorrow : )... n YEssa Ida syg ku... coming over... n cut my hair.. xD... She wanted to eat outside.. but i had no money... yaa.. usless guy i am... n she suggested buying peanut n bread... n i kept laughing seyy... I already got those in the hse hhaha... n ya.. she read the blog... Sh!t.... n she knew everything n i was like.. oh sh!t... I guess she hav known the truth haha... n ya.. she told me.. she wanted to meet me n do something... Mati aku.. mesti kena rembat sampai comma hahah.. die da la fierce selalu marah aku hahah.. Im sooo dead hahah.... n ya.. need to watch Blue Demon... Sounds interesting.... : )

Keep on Rolling....

Yesterday after the dinner... My dad had a last min plan... We went to BBDC.. n Top up my Account... 40bucks from him... n Im PAYING it bac like how i always use to n do... : ).... n on the same day n night... I book for my 4.02... n guess wait... I passed it jus now.. xD... n Now im on stage 5.01... I feel sooo close.. n ya... I HATE BEING PILLION... We had to take turn.. n Im with this chinese kiddo... Damn laa seyy.. He keeps falling down n I had to GO ALONG... n His brake was like EMERGENCY brake siaaaa on every stops... n when the instructer start scolding him.. I kinda quite-ly laugh behind him hahah... n Through out the whole time.. Im like his instructer teaching him HOW to RIDE.... n When the Instructer said... "ok go to the side n change position"... I was like... Woohooo My nightmare has jus ended.. xD... n I had to suffer a LAST EMERGENCY brake from him hahah... When it comes to my turn.. I'll show him hows my standard is... xD... K fine.. shouldnt show off... N ya.. Not sure when i wanna book for my next Prac 5.01... I cant wait for it man.. as i heard the standards n requirement n expection is VERY HIGH... The harder it is.. the Fun-er it will be hahah xD... n ya too bad there's isnt a game practice anymore... : (... Btw I wish i had a wife... Which we can share stuff.. n of cox help me top up more in my BBDC.. HAHAHA... xD.. Well... After the prac.. I wanted to go to my grandma hse but i was too tired... n Ida... kate lepas prac alek.. n tido.. n i took her advise hahah.. Baik kan i u... i tahu... hahah... N Im still waiting for my hair cut from u... n she asked me to dye my hair Brownish colour??... Not sure bout that... xD.... n Looks like the next 4days ill hav to work STRAIGHT without stopping sia... but look at the bright side... BOM PAY... xD...

I miss her.... n mom too...

Well... had to got to work today.. 7am.. n late for 15mins... xD.... n decided to cover for shidah shift on friday as i heard she had car accident.... sad2..... Well... Fida replied my sms... at 4AM.. haha kinda too early... n we both were late for our own stuff(Work n School)... as we decided slept back hahah... wasent a good idea after all eh u... hahah.. Well.. i do miss u... but u sadly broke my heart once jus for a damn guy... i guess i had to much hope on myself n thinking to much positive... stupidly of me... n it will NVR happen again... I shall remain like this from now on as i tink its the best for me... Yes i do wish we were more... But i know it will nvr happen... n Evendo if it happen... I will be happier man then ever... as u are one of the perfect one for me... but.. i must not be selfish... I will nvr make things happen between u n me... cox.. i dun wan u to be with a guy... who is a half dead man... Im having problems... but i am not sure... as theres a lot of side effect has shown to me n Im afride.... But... I always wish for u... to be with me... but i cant.... i jus cant... hais... forget it... Btw u own me a hair cut... make sure potong betol2 ar u.. kalau tak.. rambot u i potong botak ar... hahah... n yar the sad part n nice of her is that... she's coming from tamp to jurong jus to cut my hair... baik kannnn hahah... xD... n i decided to prepare a meal for her... My own fav fook... Ayam Soup... hahah... Yeah.. Once again.. Im kinda sad... I hav forgotten how to love a person with a special needs... I been single for year... Damn laa.. I jus cant stop thinking of u... But like i said.. I guess It will nvr happen between us evendo u give me the gap to step in.... Ily... As u the only person gave the bright light for me... Ur the person i only sms with, Your simple, Loving, Caring, Curiousity n of cox who love to eat a LOT but in slow phrase... hhahah.. n love the colour green a lot... Hope u will hav a best future n be best in ur studies n u always wanted to be one.... I guess my love for u is jus to let it go n be alone forever... I accept the fact n Ill hav to continue it myself forever..... Like i said... All i want to do for now is... "Smile Always" n Enjoy the remain time i hav.... n ya.. off to Sakura... Having Dinner with Family.. : )

Bored Off....

Today is kinda a bored off day... nth much today though... Well.. i sleep at 2am n woke up at 8am... couldnt sleep... soo i jus kept day dreaming the whole morning hahah.. pretend n wish for some stuff xD... after that.. had my bed cover on it... finally.. xD... clean some part of my room... planing some stuff once my pay in.. n ya still missing goin to bbdc hahah.. O yaa finally i played my psp... for soo long... kinda fun though haha... well looks like im late... dad ask me to get out of the hse now n go to my cousin(shafiq) hse hahah... Better get goin b4 his sh!t face out... hahah xD!!!

Quite Fun day...

Hahah.. had fun today... Work ar 11am but i hade to go to B.P. Plaza to take some stuff for my working time... although i came back to my shop late(due to over sleeping xD)... Still it was a fun one... I had to serve LOTS of customer ALL by mySELF... xD... Able to get the job done... n Suddenly these 4girls came to our shop... N kinda acting strange... But i jus ignore hahah... n Suddenly they came bac n gave me a birthday cake... xD!!.. Awww sweet rite.. But i didnt ask for their(Tinn) no. although i know that i should but.. nahhh... hahah... N after that.. my Yunnie(EX-Lover) came to my store to collect something for her own store.. damn... Why must she be the one when im always working.... hahah... Bullied her a bit... n Kinda MISS her a BIT... xD... but too bad... she move on hahah(i tink xD)... N yesterday i had some conversation with my Aunt(Shafiq Mom) bout my sickness... n she told me.. it might be sign of kidney problem as blood came out... n i was like... oooOHHHHH sh!t..... kinda speechless for a moment... but yea... had to be caution from now on... n after i left... she was about to gave me 20bucks n i was like.. OOhh noo i hate this part hahah.. i quickly said bye2 n ran downnnn hahahhaha... I dont like to take ppl money... Dont get use to it becox its not a good practice n u might get use to it n ALWAYS depands on others always.... N as for now... I still thinking.. How am i suppose to book for my Bike PRac... I miss goin it.. although its only been 2days.. xD!!... But Im loving it... Passing one another n ending it quickly n less stress is needed.... Haiss... Most ppl i miss the most stuck in my mind... I wish good things nvr change n bad things improvise for the better... But everything is the oppsite way... Ppl cant see... Well... I hope my kidney will be fine... But if i had a fate saying that i will die... I will still accept it... as god knows wat is best for us n i will meet mama(mom)... I miss you forever....

Yessahhh arr...

OMGS.... BEST DAY EVER!!!!... First thing i woke up.. i check my iphone n its like AUTO REPAIR... everything is bac to normal... Woohoooo Im loving the phone man... xD... n after that.. i was kinda late for my Prac4.01.... n guess wat... I PASS TOO... woohoo... n now im of to Prac4.02... n on the day.. i'll to play some kind of a bike game... which i think MIGHT be cool.. xD... cant wait.. jus 5more prac n TP here i come... xD.... Btw... Im starting to like Feb... Every Afternoon is a rainin time n sometimes night too... Its soo cool as it should be everyday... Feb is the most constant n enjoy month.... I'll hope global warming will be lesser n Earth will be safer.... N ya... Look at that bitch... like i said... Guys that u wan.. Is the type of guy that jus wan ur pussy hahah.... Aint me.. I jus wanna work n enjoy for a living.... xD... We'll.... for now... I need some plans to top up my bbdc... hahah... Anyone wanna donate... xD

Spoilt Phone...

Ooooo whyyy.... All i did was jus a example of how good it is.... n my IPHONE IS SPOILT!!!... Haiss.. Hope tmr is day that will make me happy as usual.... Prac 4.01 at 9.50... after that im off to somerset to repair my iphone... Hope... It will be a ASAP thing... n things will go smoothly.... I hope i pass my crank n s course... n fix my phone on the day... n live happily every after again... hahah... wish me luck aite... xD

Pass again....

Woohoooo I pass my 3.02... n Now im off to 4.01.... Which is on Sunday 9.50 sia.... That hot n tiring hrs again... xD... Jus another 6more prac n Im off too TP.... Crank n S course... goin to be fun.. Hopefully i Pass this one too... xD... n ya.. Instructer there is always picking on me... n keep say... Give me ur Arai Ram3 Helmet la... hahah... N some of them suspected that i rode out side b4... Illegally.. xD... But of cox i stop... N trying to be a Legal man... hahah... As for now... BBDC accound balance... $16.35... Omgoshhh... Im kinda broke... Sould i sell my second phone??.. But i jus brought it last month 400bucks... Gahhh... I wish i hav a gf to sponser me a little bit... xD.... hahah

Cool kann... xD

Today... I woke up at 8am.. could sleep much.. cox my dad was being lame n excited for his car prac... n as for me.. Bike prac... We had the same timing... Easy transport for me... xD... n guess wat.... I PASS TOO.. wooohooooo 3.02 is next.. n I cant wait to learn Emergency BRAKE... After our prac we went out to coffee shop n ate for awhile n i had to go to the BORING working place again... hahha... I sleep for like 1hr b4 the work at the working place.. xD... Btw.. I kinda pity my dad cox.. Im not goin to be CLOSE with him... n NVR be... evendo i hav the chance... Maybe Im being to much but... its life... I jus wanna be fair between him n my late mom... IMY.... sry but i jus cant move on n get over bout this one.... n ya.. Hope when my stepmom give birth... That kid will be close with him as how he really wan to be with.... N i get over it n see happy for them... Hope so... : ))... Btw i cant wait for my 3.02 tomorrow... n it start at 8AM... i repeat... AM!!!.. xD.. hope i could wake up... n ya.. my dad is a DAMN fast learner siaa in car prac... I always thought bout it... When he pass his license... He will be using a Hyundai Getz car on the spot... n on Raye... Confirm our first time on a car sey... XD... but as for me.. I'll be on my Scram Bike... woohoo xD... n I wish i will hav someone special for this raye... : ))))

Lepak.....

Its been while since i met Hakim n Coey n Marven n etc2... hahah... Ok la... Nth special... Most of the time... We were play Lazer on ppl... xD... n Im been BULLIED by them..... As i was buzy working... they were like LAZERING my eye... n one of the customer laugh n didnt even tell me.... PAISEY KAPE hahah... Wat to do... Jus like SquidWard... being bullied... during working on CASHIER... or should i say the REGISTER... xD... Quite tiring lepak as 11pm we head back home... : )))) ... n Tomorrow is my prac.. woohoooo but after that i had to go to work... BUUU... xD

Worst n Tiring Day

Finally.... Its been awhile since i used a blog... As i thought i need to use it again to release n tell my feelin out.. although it sux... im confession through an internet... xD... Well... today i had a rough n bad day.... As i had to work.. 7am till 3pm... n continue 6pm till 11pm... Split shift.... I was damn tired-ing... n the worst part.. I thought i lost my phone n i suspected ONE of the worker stole my IPHONE... I wasent really happy as i was to tired for such game... N guess wat... I found it in one of that fat girl Bag... N when I ask her... she said... Ask Hafiz(Store Manager)... When i call him i asked.... "Kau nak mati pee curik hp aku pe siak)... n he was like... Im buzy.. n Put down... Kedi kann... Mintak kena bikin sia... Sot sia... Seriously Im fucking Sleepy n Tiring... N they Disappoint me...

At last...

Wooohoooo I pass my 2.02.... As i failed it Once.... the sad part is that.. out of 7 ppl.. only 2 ppl pass.. n one of the is me... xD.... N now... Im of to 3.01... Im feeling excited... as i had not when to bbdc for a month... due to having fun riding outside n forgot bout being legal... Most of my fren stop me... n Talk me out bout the CONCSIQUENCES... of riding ILLEGALLY... xD.. n I thought bout it... they are rite... Its time i tink bout it n start being a Legal person... xD... Well lets hope i pass this Prac Quickly... xD...